To become a better person?

Sometimes I feel myself so cynical that I don't even understand
I just hate that you people keep telling the shit that "To become a better person"
To let me become a better person You have to let me see the value of it
To inspire me not asking me
I hate people who trying to change me
No. I'm serious. Don't even try
Who do you think you are to tell me to make a change to cater your need?

.....
Well I think I'm acting a lil over but this is just how much I hate it
I wish to become a better person simply because I wanted to
From the bottom of my small heart
I wanted to make you/ people around me happy
Not because of you people wanted me to.... change

Finished my shit
Good night